I just found all my old neighborhood buddies! Thank you Tamera!! I see many of them on facebook but this is even better.

It has made me realize how much I miss them all. I had hoped to keep in touch and let myself believe that nothing would change because I wasn't moving very far. It seems though that it changed everything. I felt like a part of me had been amputated. To see all the family pictures and what everyone is doing. It's like the phantom pain of that part that is gone. It makes me so sad, and happy at the same time. I have made some incredibly wonderful friends where I am now but they can never replace the friendships I had. Sometimes it's good to open up wounds, clean them out, let them heal. It hurts but you know it will get better.

Guess what?? I got a job! I actually got a job I had been wanting for about a year. I am the assistant pastry chef at Kneaders. It's part time and perfect. I am so excited. I start tomorrow.

Change can be good.

Cornbelly's at thanksgiving point Sierra and Noelle LOVED the corn pit. I could hardly breathe in there because of the corn dust. They were covered in it.
In the corn maze. We got so tired that we ended up quitting halfway through. Sierra was dragging and so was I. Noelle of course had tons of energy.












Sierra wasn't so sure she liked the maze. She was worried we were lost.






























































Ashley went to Homecoming Saturday night, she looked gorgeous!

Birthday Bash 09!

Yep, It's that time of year again. Four birthdays in three days.
This year was my 40th and wow did it come with a bang. So much fun. Take a look.